Today i saw ur fs say u nid some times n u wan me leave u alone. i tot i did leave u alone..or mayb cuz i send u testi in ur comment n u thk tat i was nt giving u some times?? well if u thk tat way..i hv nthg to say bt sry. i knw i say sry is useless bt i only can say tat. u knw i was so blaming myself after i tell u bout i lyk a gal in kl. nt for blaming myself to tell u bout tat. i blaming myself y i hv such kind of feeling to tat gal...i was trying explain to u bt i cant cuz tat time u off9...all i can do knw is juz wait the times...tat all i can do..

i better explain in here..well hell ya tat time i lyk tat gal..wat to say..she pretty..bt ofcuz nt pretty than u..at the first time i saw her i got nt feel. after knowing her suddenly i feel i miss her when she nt ard..at last i found out myself i lyk her...untill 1 day i ask myself y do i lyk tat gal...wasnt tat i lyk n love u more than i lyk her..den nxt day i started nt to chat too much wif her to get rid frm getting more worse...so days after days the feeling i lyk tat gal is slowly been fade n i started more n more missing u. do u knw missing sum1 in 3 mnths hw was tat feel..do u knw?? it was so horrible..it was so bad..each days started thinking of u i feel wana run away frm tat training..bt if i do so i will end up in jail n after jain i nid to start it frm begining. so i fight it for our love..i try to sms u bt u jz reply me 3 sms onli...when the nxt day i sms , u nt replying me. i started feel bad..i started miss u so much..so much den u miss me. i cant sleep everynite...everynite i would b walking ard n thking wat u doing for everyday. thinking if u got sick o nt..bad mood o nt...sum1 bully u o nt...n many more..

nw i had finish the training...i so excited..i wana to go bak brunei so early n wana meet u n hold ur hands tight n say i love u...n make u happy...bt nw...u angey wit me..i dunno wat will happen tmr or the nxt day n nxt nxt nxt day...haiz...hope nthg bad to b happen la..

today i oso heard tat u started dun lyk me anymore n feel wana break wit me...i doesnt care bout it...i dun wan to knw tat such things...the things i wan to knw is i still love u n no matter wat i still going to love u till the ends od tis world...u r my tickets to live untill the world ends...u r my soul for nw n forever....i love u forver..............love u forever..

PaiMo
saw a rainbow @ 7:22 AM