Just now afternoon around 4.35pm. I was having a nice afternoon nap. Do you know why i say a nice afternoon nap? Because i was thinking about you. You are always so beautiful in my mind. I was thinking how we meet each other. How we chat, how we enjoys our friendship at start...
That time i never expect that you ask me that question.." are you single??" Haha. Really never expect that. I was thought that you were joking..but then i make a decision..i wana try to fall in love with you. Guess what...i really fall in love with you three days after we love each other. But then after many days goes on i feel strange. I feel you like started dont like me. Maybe i think too much. Or maybe its true. That why sometimes i was asking you are you truely loving me. You say "yes..but not really because im still studying and i dont love makes me not concentrating in my studies." Well i understand about that. Then you say why dont you wait me finish my school first..it wont be long time to wait...just wait for 5-6 years. Wow..5-6 years?? Well times is not a problem for me. I can wait for 5-6 years..really i mean it. I really can wait for that long times. do you know why?? Because i really love you so much from the bottom of my heart. Everyday i was keep thinking what will happen after 5-6 years. But i dont mind what will happen...even after 5-6 years...i dare to tell you...i still love you but much more than before i love you. I was wandering if that time you still remember me or not....
Here i just want to tell you that i dont really like that girl so much. I like that girl just a tiny tiny feeling only. I dont know how to say..but its really hard to say. Telling the truth is my way. I dont really like to lie. And i dont even lie something on you. Telling you what, that day before i going to kl. You tell me that you had fall in love to a guy..although i do angry but i dont mad of you. I say about you fall in love a guy not i want to compare. I just wanted you to understand me more. And i also wanted to understand you more but i dont know why i cant. You never share all your sadness, happiness and other else to me. You seems doesnt really trusted on me. But i puy all my trust on you....
Please dont angry me anymore. I promise my mistake that i made will not going to happen forever untill the day i died. I not trying to say stupid promise because what i promise i will always hold it and never break the promise that i had made. Do you know that you are the only girl in my mind and makes me happy everytime when i think of you? Do you know that??? Do you?? Im not saying that im crazy over you..i know you dont like i crazy over you. And seriously im not crazy over you but loving you.
I love you always...<3
PaiMo
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